30/10/06

// feeling :: full
// prayer for :: art exam

My mom got me a booklet with the title How To Have Meaningful Quiet Time. I'm so glad she bought it for me, because that booklet was something I've been searching for. I wanted to ask Sis Cat about how to do QT but I was afraid I'd get scolding =x

Had my chinese exam. Normally, I'd be subconsciously terrified of exams and I'd get a very, very stomachache after the start of the paper, so I had to bear with it for the whole paper. I would only pray that it'll go away after I got it.

But today, I prayed about it before the paper. And God came through for me :) After 4 yrs. Heh God is just awesome. It shows a lot how we gotta believe first, then wait for the miracle, not wait for the miracle before believing.

Oh and I didnt bring my chinese paper entry proof -.- I brought the one for all my other subjects except for chinese. Pfft. They got me to fill up this form and they'll decide whether to hand up my script or not. But I think they'll hand it up? They wouldn't be so cruel =/

Had 3 occuring nightmares last night. All not involved with ghosts or what. They're simple things but they really got me freaked out.

In the first dream I was walking with my sister, going somewhere, when this old beggar came up to me and asked me for money to buy yeast. I was like, huh? I didnt want to give him the money because I was late for svc and I wanted to take a cab there. He got out of control and kept demanding me to give him the money that was in my hand. But I just couldnt help him.

In my second dream I was late for svc. I took a bus from Jurong I think, to City Hall or smth and alighted to take a cab. I was running around the whole neighbourhood looking for a cab but I just couldnt find one, and I was really going to be late for svc.

I could see Sis Cat's face in my mind when she knew I was late.

The third dream was about me failing my chinese paper -.- thanks ah.

Gotta figure out how much I'm gonna give for Arise & Build. I read the four pieces of colored paper in the bulletin about A&B but I'm stumped over my amount.


My dad's leaving next Monday. He wont be here for Christmas nor for my birthday. We're all still pretty much living in denial that he's leaving.